cease FIRE!

baby will you be mine?
i'll be your main squeeze
and if you dont like my style
i can try and dress pretty
pretty in pink
get my nails done right
right for you
not for me
its about you and me

baby will you be mine?
i can do what you want
i can do what you like
the way they described on the TV

open my legs wide
taking it with a stride
walking by
swaying by
being bi

huh? what you lookin for love?
baby will you be mine?
just for me?
noone else
just you and me
together

together like superglue
cuz ill be your super girl
super woman
bear your child
be your mother
be your whatever you want me to be

baby will you be mine?

pursuit of happyness

so duh, i just finished watching the movie. the first time i was a bit sad. almost cried. almost being the key word. this time however, not so much. could it be that my own pusuit of happyness has deteriorated? could it be that i am no longer in the Pusuit. i'm out of the race i stepped out of line lost my spot? what is happy? the dwarf? am i looking for a dwarf? am i in reality looking pursuing a midget for happyness. what does it mean? can i be happy....
happy adjective, -pi·er, -pi·est.
1.
delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing: to be happy to see a person.
2.
characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy: a happy mood; a happy frame of mind.
3.
favored by fortune; fortunate or lucky: a happy, fruitful land.
4.
apt or felicitous, as actions, utterances, or ideas.
5.
obsessed by or quick to use the item indicated (usually used in combination): a trigger-happy gangster. Everybody is gadget-happy these days


or in this upside down fucked up world have i been chasing the antithesis of happyness >>>>> does my english even make sense? pproabably not. but i can only hope you understand what i was trying to say.

Sick n tired

so yes, i'm sick. i'm probably sick from all the bullshit surrounding my current "love life' what a joke. this is def some bullshit to the ultimatest power. and yes i realize that is not a word. i have snot slowly making its way fromthe orifice which is my nostrils down to my lip. YES i understand that it is nasty and i should get up and get some kleenex. alas, i'm too tired and dizzy.... tbcontinued

Dedicated to----> JerkESS

To my fairest JErkess.

my dear friend oh how i miss you

the way you Swag and sway

i miss the days

when we would play

and skip school all day

you have a blog

and now i blog
what a bloggerful world.

i hope you read this.