i came here to this farm. hahahah you made me raise my voice. i dont do that. i dont yell. i dont get angry. its not your fault. its not mine either. no one is at fault. its just a common place with common emotions the emotions a girl feels the one she tries to hide she doesnt want to cry., the tears just come down from her eyes. the band plays the music is on one more drink and it will all be gone. down my throat to my gut i feel the pour all through my gut it feels good to feel something else . something else thats not good at all its not hurt so its okay its a feeling thats all that she wanted. to feel something less than pain.